[beautiful quote]

"What we do for ourselves dies with us. What we do for others and the world remains and is immortal."
- Albert Pine

[dearly departed]

two of my closest frens leaving next week. one for three weeks, another for a year. so yarhhh its gonna be tough without that crucial sms, that msn convo, that meeting up during the weekend, the things i wait the entire weekend for.

but yah its not like they're going forever, they'll always be around. around somewhere in this world.

yah! and good news today. good good.

birthday shopping done, its alot better when you've got frens around to help you decide. i can imagine myself walking endlessly thru the shops, finding that one thing.

in short, all of you, you rock my world

[quote]

"The things we touch have no permanence. My master would say...there is nothing we can hold on to in this world. Only by letting go can we truly possess what is real."
- Crouching Tiger, Hidden Dragon

[take a look around]

haha had a nice dinner with the guys. yeah i think its really great to have frens who u know from dunno when long ago. where u can just be yourself. where everyone can just be yourself and it feels great.

anyhow. another weekend has crept past. i still remember all the times i lay on the bed. closing the eyes and just hoping for slumber to take over.

it was nice.

[sakkarai nilave]

first and foremost, i must thank all those ppl who read this blog. hahaha its great to know ppl actually read it, though i dun blog as much as i used to. as long as u considered typing whenileftthezoo into your browser, i'm happy.

had a good day today. its raining now, had to climb over the gate cos the damn key din work somehow. the sad thing is that i can't open the window to enjoy the breeze as the rain will come in as well.

somehow the rain din listen to me today. i told the clouds to hold on awhile. till i get home. somehow today i guess the burden was too much for them to take.

just like how i'm raining down words on this blog.

hahah i realise why its so hard to forgive ppl sometimes. think of all the ppl whom you've had trouble forgiving. then u realise, these are the ppl u love. yups. its so easy for forgive an inconsequential randomer but so hard to give another chance to those who u thought would never let u down. those whose words u clutched against your heart when the world seemed to be ending. those words that kept your heart beating, kept that smile on your face.

well, i guess its some solace that these ppl mean/meant something to you if u feel that way.

songs become twice as nice as they usually are when you're in the mood for them.

right now, its just me and my dreams. feels... pure.

[wake me up when september ends]

hahaha i've lost my drive to blog.

in summary of how i am, basically i just hate when the circumstances mould u to become a person you don't wanna be.

i will keep fighting.

[feeling wiser]

guess its been awhile since i last posted. feeling much wiser somehow. like a infinitesimal change has occured.

nice.

better put more effort into chasing those dreams, instead of wasting my time on stale, repetitive thoughts. maybe the chill and bleakness of the void will put the life back into me.