[the end]

this is how the story ends. not with flashes of lightning, deadly portents, that emo scene at the beach, but with a simple decision not to open a msn conversation window say those damning words.

hello! =)

[yo]

nowadays i guess its more likely that a friend hurts me than an enemy.

[mr. m]

sometimes i wish i could be angrier. i wish i could scold someone till they really felt the pain i felt. this world is full of so many people who just spew anything that comes to mind, do things without thinking of other people, like a huge giant just trampling all the flowers someone took so much trouble to plant.

the giant, just goes "sorry, i din see little ole you with your flowers" and then trudges on... the the poor person spends the next few minutes staring blankly at the destruction that faces him.

[hmph]

hmmm... i hope this isn't what i think it is...

[bullshit]

we'll keep searching anyhow and hope there's something worthwhile out there.

[now]

i

want

you

[amazing]

somehow i find life amazing, as depressing as it is currently.

how we all try to get somewhere, how our dreams, already influenced by our reality, gets snipped, curtailed along the way. the dude who dreams of driving a porsche, learns to be satisfied with a toyota altis. how that dream is slowly 'downgraded'. finally any manual car will do. then when he gets there he wonders, what next? did he set his sights too low? or was it too painful to hold on to dreams u know you can never reach?

the man who dreams of a perfect companion, finds someone he can talk to... he tries make her understand him, hoping to accelerate the process to get to his "happily ever after" part of the story.

how we listen to others' stories, wonder how perfect it all sounds. we comfort ourselves with the thought that maybe they have their problems too.

how everything leads to everything else. yet sometimes, everything seems to spring from nothing. why did hate first come about? where did love come from?

for now, i'm gonna keeping searching within me for the answers, as the world is so vast and mutable. the moment u change your perspective u find yourself in a new world. people appear different, sometimes the world seems to smile with you, the other times it glares at you for no apparently reason.

as depressing as it, i guess i'm good. somehow ah? =)

[the painted veil]

sometimes the greatest journey is the distance between two people.

how beautiful a phrase. and its the journey that's beautiful, though in this case the destination is equally sweet.

but what if the journey only leads the two people further away?

[thanks]

just wanna say thanks to all the angels in my life.

well u may not know you're my angel, but i hope i make it known to you guys!

yeah, those ppl who're the closest to me, always around, looking out for me even when we're not together... yup yup... things like this keep me going...

if there's one thing, i hope you guys get all the bestest things in the world, never have to be sad... wellz... everything good lah... essentially...

[seek thyself]

how true... just gotta find yourself

[mr. romeo]

haha... i've no interest in typing a good post so i'll just slosh some thoughts...

basically 2007 rocks. although i'm having some fever nonsense now. hampering my mugging. which is coming along okay i guess, gotta turn up the tempo though.

anyhow. i've had quite a few dreams about driving. in one of it, my parents are rushing me to drive while my shoe is like falling off and i'm not sitting in the driver's seat, just somewhere in the middle near the gear stick. in another day dream, i wonder how i'll get up the causeway point ramp to the carpark, with a long queue and me having to use handbrake every few metres. scary, isn't it? anyhow car's coming on saturday. yay!

please maybe i do well in bacteriology. then can deserve other things. hehe. my cunning plans!

[2007!]

its finally here! good job guys! we survived yet another year!

hahah i'm just not feeling the love at the moment! where is the love? my heart is thirsty for that pledge.

well, heck it, more love better be there in the morning! ahhh!