[you and me]

finally a english song after so long. you and me by lifehouse.

just watched "dirt" this new series on channel 5. human emotion in its recognisable myriad of forms.

i'm feeling so old these days. dunno when it all happened. no more porsche dreams. all i could wish for is not to be lonely on my 60th birthday, surrounded by frens, family.

more than the people you love, its the people who love you that matter.

learning to see life thru the shoes of many others. hopefully it will put me in good stead as a physician in the future.

[that green eyed monster]

wanted my first post of the year to be smth resounding, something wonderful, something hopeful but yet it has to be about this.

but the year has begun, 22 days have elapsed. the clock ticks on as i scramble to do the things i have to, want to, hope to do.

despite hearing yet another story of how people can be mean, and having worries that the same events will recur again in my life, i can't wait to keep racing towards the future. i feel lonesome in my thoughts, yet i know i am always surrounded by those i love and those who love me.